It Never Fails...

I am always trying to make myself believe that for once, things will work out for me.

It never fails, something always gets in the way of my goals.

I do not understand how people who try to better themselves, get screwed over.

& people who sit around and do nothing with their lives, always get what they want and things are always working out for them.

This is a time that I need support, and the one person who should support me all of the time, acts like they don't even care.

Then they wonder why we are not as close as we used to be and why I don't tell them anything.

Why waste your breath on someone who acts like they don't care and you are bothering them by trying to get their support.

I am tired of people that only care about themselves.

If it is not about them, then it does not matter to them.

That's just not right.

I have decided to switch schools again and go back to my old major.

I feel like that is what I am meant to do.

But I feel like I am alone.

I am tired of always being there for other people, and none of them being there for me.

I gave up a lot of things in the last year and I have never once complained, but it is not fair that I am the only one making those sacrifices, while other people go on living their lives the way they want to live them.

This is a rough time for me, and I just want the support from that one person.

That's all for this blog.

Goodnight.